Vacation and life

Well I haven't posted for a while a lot has been going on. We went on vacation to St. Louis, Missouri. We loved and the girls loved it. We lucky to be able to stay with my in laws in a time share they got. It was nice. We did a lot the botanical gardens, zoo, science museum, Arch and Magic House (kids hands on museum). Besides spending a day at wineries. It was great. We didn't want to leave.

Now that we are home I am trying to focus on the fact that I have to find away for us to pay for an adoption. We are definitely moving in that direction. We have a meeting next week, that is an informational meeting with an agency in the area. For us it is hard to find an agency to work with because we are Jewish and most of the agencies in the area are Christian based and will only place in a Christian home. I wish the JCC still did adoptions it would make it easier for us. I have contacted most of the people I know that have adopted to try and get ideas on who to use and what to look for in an agency. After all the time we spent trying the infertility treatments. I want a child. I also know that I would have been due the end of November and if we haven't moved down this road, November is going to be really hard. Maybe it won't be so bad. I know that eventually we will have a child it is just going to take sometime.

I can't wait until the day that I get to hold our new child in my arms. All of this will be worth it. I am just going to have to be patient. Something that is never been my strong suit.

So for now I am trying to gather up as much information that I can and try to figure out how we can save more money. Hopefully it will all work out soon.